"Contemporary, an important word in todays society of rush and stress." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san!

Ah, it's been a while since I came back here. He he. Feels good in a way.

Today was one craziness of a hectic day for RO. It was nothing but pure goodness! Woo hoo! ^^ XD XD XD

Anyways, nothing much has happened these many weeks except work, projects, PIU, RO and some really cute looking girls at Pyramid. XD XD XD

Also, watched Matrix Revolution and man, was it Revolutionary! Good storyline and symbolisms! Awesome how those Wachowski Bros instill religious elements into their already philosophy filled movie. It be good! It be awesome! It be great.

He he, anyways, gtg for now. Mein dad wants to use the com. Ja ne!

"The mist is formless and not solid. Yet it has an aura of mystery, hiding many things that the eye may not see." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san!

These past few days (I think weeks is the appropriate word) has been nothing but worries on work and RO.

Sigh. RO. RO. Tis a madness that one's mind (mine actually) can't seem to comprehend. XD XD XD

Tis fun cos I learned many things and met new friends. The most important thing I've learnt? A majority of Malaysian players love to commit RO crimes aka Kill Stealing, Looting, Saying Foul Languages and Scamming. Sigh. The world today.

Well, work ain't doing much to sooth the already gorgeous gaping wound made by RO. XD XD XD Sigh. Assignments after assignments after assignments. Argh...the horror.

Oh well.

I stare out into open air. I had a dream about my mother two days in a row. Yesterday's dream was probably the saddest. I dreamt of her coming back from the beyond. She said she could only stay until Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday. My heart was torn. I thought she would've come back for good. But a dream is a dream. And what is gone cannot come back. That's how it is to live in the realm of existance. Existance and emptiness do not mix.

Life has been an empty crossroad for me. I've been lost at the many T-Junctions, wondering where to go. I'm carrying a luggage filled with painful memories and empty jars that I call "Pieces Of My Heart". Of course there were stuffz in my pockets like TOA assignments. (--") Like I said, ain't doing much to help me, these assignments.

Sigh.

A huge part of my life is a secret to all but God and me. Maybe my mother and my ancestor can see them. Sigh.

Tis strange. I'm feeling...lost. Uncertainty has planted its seed within the crevices of my empty heart and soul. A plethora of mixed emotions swirl within me.

My mind is as formless as the mist in the morn,
Result of a heart that is cold and torn,
Staring into emptiness, a thing that is gone,
Many thoughts keep coming, wondering beyond.

I let out a sigh as days go by,
No one to know of sadness that lie,
Within my heart that makes my soul cry,
A lost mind, I can only sigh.

What is to become of this empty shell,
A lost entity, a mortal unwell,
A mind of yearning that has greatly fell,
How long will it last, only time can tell.

I sit here and end this poem of sad,
For have run out, the ideas I had,
Will I be the same again, that old lad,
Of a time before things had gone bad.

Tell me the answers to the many questions of existance that I have in my mind. What is the meaning of life when life today has no meaning? What is considered worth living when there's no worth in living?

He he. Dun mind the questions. They just popped into my head. I wrote them down cos I thought they sounded nice. Beautiful sounds that ring in the abyss that is my mind.

Btw, been watching tons of Miyazaki works. Love em a lot! Laputa. Nausicaa. Only Yesterday. Grave/Tombstone Of The Fireflies and etc..

XD XD XD Strange how my mood changes like the tides of the seas or currents of the air. Guess this does prove that I am indeed lost.

More lost than a puppy. I'm now imagining what's like to be in the realm of emptiness. Talk about strange thoughts.

Guess I'm tired. Haven't been sleeping easily. The mind cannot rest when the mind is not at ease. A ship cannot reach its destination when the sea is rough and storms mark the sky.

Somehow I feel all poetic today. Wordplay is the word of the day. The beautiful sounds that words emit, an ecstacy to the ears of my mind.

XD XD XD

Anyways, my entry ends here for today. It seems that the mist in the mind is still playing tricks. But it'll clear up in due time. Ja ne!

"Angel, a being of grace and beauty. Halo, a ring of power and divinity. Together they form the combination that make the guardians of eternity." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san!

Today was a day where I spent doing work at Beano's place. As always, the atmosphere there is one of serenity and intoxication to my sense of smell.

Anyways, there I did perspective. Played a little PS2. Showed both Joseph and Beano the corny-ness of Soul Calibur 2 English Version's voice acting. Stayed there until later in the evening where all three of us laughed our brains out watching a so-called Seamus look-alike.

He he. Also played a little RO using Beano's com. Did the education routine and played together with a fren of mine which I am really close to (Joseph and Beano will know who it is). Kawaii desu! >3

Beano's mom cooked dinner and lemme tell you, it was good! She's good! Also, met Beano's bro. Quite friendly a fellow! ^_^ Beano! Your bro more rocking than you lar! You shuck lar! XD XD XD

Also, finished the novel Halo just recently. Now starting on the novel Angel Rock. Halo was good and had many a moral issue for military personel.

Nothing else aside from that. Well, my entry ends here for today. Ja ne!

"Life is an attachment to the abstract object called the timeline. Life attaches itself and unattahes itself at certain points of the timeline." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san!

Sigh. It's been a while since I last updated this blog of mine. I guess the RO craze had caught up to me and consumed me whole. XD

It's a beautiful day today. Gentle winds. But...lotsa assignments... (--")

Sigh. It's enough that RO has kept me AFK or away from keyboard. The assignments just adds salt to the wound. >_<

Well, briefings for final projects have already been released. And I've got things to do bout the upcoming cosplay. So many things. So many things.

So far nothing much has happened, aside from the fact that I've been oversleeping too much. Well, stuffz happened. At least my Pump routines have improved! ^_^

Well, that's bout it for now. Hopefully RO won't keep me away from updating this bloggie. Ja ne!

"Happy birthday to dad..." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san! Long time no input entry. He he. The past few days had been filled with work and Ragnarok Online! The game is definitely very addictive. Just can't get my hands off it. He he. ^_^

Anyways, today be my father's birthday. Even though I'm not exactly close to him but still, happy birthday dad!

Well, the morning was filled with some stuff to do. At lunch time I ate with my godmother. After that headed straight to send my car to wash. When washing was done went to Pyramid.

Initially, I was supposed to do work there at campus. But seeing that I needed a lot of time to complete the work and I was short of it I decided to practice Pump instead. Met Micheal there. He be a very fun guy but he kacau people so much! Micheal! Err...

Anyways, Joseph and I were there together. Micheal showed us techniques like L-Kick Freeze and so on. Joseph is now practicing the moves. Hey Beano! You were supposed to send the files to Joseph! The KIU sim!

Well, after the Pump picked my sis up from tuition. Came home and continued RO until me bro came back. Then went out for dinner. Sent me bro to tuition, pumped petrol then came back.

Well, me entry ends here for today. Ja ne!

"Quizes..." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san! Well, today I'm feeling much much much better compared to yesterday. For those who didn't read about yesterday, I was really filled with insanity.

Started trying out Ragnarok Online. He he. I be a mage! Actually I was recommended an archer, also another class I like! Can't stand BM though. Oh well, you win some you lose some.

Anyways, I'm going to make things short so I'll insert the quiz results.


You're goin' down! FOR STALKING!
Please rate if you liked!

If you're a goth please visit
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up cause it rules!


What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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Your cluedo. Your mysterious and very sneaky, and
you take a while to figure out, but along the
way you have heaps of laughs and tonnes of fun.


What board game are you? (interesting results)
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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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"Cars, one of the great inventions of mankind, helping us get from point A to point B fast." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san! Due to the inability to access the com yesterday the entry will be brought forward to today.

Woke up late (what do you expect? Tis Sunday! ^_^) due to a ringing phone. Picked it up and found out that it was Karasu. Called me to ask whether I wanted to go to Sg Wang or not. Of course I wanted to so made a few plans and got ready as soon as possible.

Was supposed to go but after a while Karasu called again (he was there at Sg Wang already) and said that the shop we were supposed to go to was close. So plans cancelled and I followed me dad out.

Now comes the part which really frustrates me and sparks the inner anger. If I couldn't go out to Sg Wang I was supposed to stay at home and do work. I told him that. He said he wanted to go to the Motor Show at PWTC and in fact I didn't have any choice because he himself drove us there without caring about what we said. Fine, since he said we'll be fast and stay there for only a short while. Guess what? We went and spent 3 whole hours!!! Me and me bro were groaning and probably cursing and swearing in unison, the thought of heavy workload on our shoulders. Dad! See how much crap you put on your own children! You who don't care about us!!!!!!!!!!!! Grrr...

Anyways, the show was so so. It wasn't what I had expected. There were a lot of car companies that weren't there like Mitsubishi, Aston Martin, Jaguar and much more. The only things I found interesting was a Nissan Skyline GTR, a Mitsubishi Evo VII (it was there to promote the sound systems of a company), Kelisa Racing, Kelisa Fun Art, Nissan Fair Lady 350Z, a Mazda RX8 and the race queen for the Ducati Motorcycle. She was GOR-JAZZZ man! Woo! I'd like her to be my girlfriend. And I think other men thought so too for many took pictures with her. I wish I had a camera too. T_T

Anyways, left at evening and had dinner. After that came home, and being extremely tired to the bone that I could not possibly put any energy into doing work, played some Halo and DOA 3 before hitting the sack.

Well, me entry ends here. Ja ne!

"Death is a natural process that happens to all living beings. It is natural for a human's life to be taken by the All Mighty One. It is however, very horrible for a human's life to be taken by another human." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san! For now, shall we have a moment of silence for a person who has died in the hands of another person.

.....................

Well, anyways today woke up early to go to class. Eathan's class is really really really boring. I was trying very hard to pay as much attention as possible.

After class played a game of Pump. Then sent everyone home (due to Rampus again). Reached home and played Halo with me bro.

Later in the evening went to have dinner. Basically nothing much happened today until me dad came home. He told me that one of his friends got shot and had passed away, hence the moment of silence earlier.

It seems that the human race has reached the edge where one step is all it takes to fall into the abyss of darkness. Violence is so common everywhere right now. I was really shocked at hearing the news. I mean, tis natural for a person to pass away by natural causes such as old age and disease.

But to be shot. It puts you in a whole new perspective on how dangerous the world is today. I could only sit and feel my soul shiver in fear as I imagined how it was like for the victim. It was horrible.

Sigh...what a world we live in today.

I hope that humans start to realize the error of their ways and change for the better. May all cultivate goodness and compassion to make the world a better place to live. A world where children and adults alike can walk freely around with no worries or fear.

God bless us all.


May an angel watch over the victim and everyone else.


And may we all have peace, harmony and tranquillity in our lives.

Well, my entry ends here for today. Ja ne!

"Quiz that help relate me to something..." - Eug -


Everything is a System...of a Down that is. Not
just politically active, but you show injustice
in all sorts of areas. Raising awareness of
victums getting no regard, social injustice,
and intentional misinformation. You're out to
tell the truth, 'cause dammit, the world
deserves to know. The best way to describe you
would be "angry hippie", sure you'd
like world peace just like everyone else, but
no more Mr. Pacifist here, it's time to fight,
not with fists, but determination and
information. It's time for a revolution, and
we're gonna start it.


Which heavy metal band are you?
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"There are good and bad days in a person's life. A good balance in the realm of Existance." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san! Today be a very strange and interesting good day.

Woke up early today to finish up my figures work. X_X At about 11 headed to Sunway. Got my lunch at Pyramid (today was vegetarian day). I then went to I-Zone where I met Jimmy. Jimmy claimed that he's asking to reenter CD26 again with the help of his parents. Hope it all works out fine. Wouldn't want Jimmy out. We want you back Jim!!!

Anyways, played 2 games of EZ2DJ and a game of Pump. Now...(takes a deep breath)...EZ2DJ's left-side controls suck!!! The button was REALLY unresponsive, resulting in bad score. I wasted my 2 bucks on that crap of a side! Forked out another 2 bucks for the other side after I failed on the left side. Didn't actually did quite well on the right side either. (--") But at least it had better progress than on the left side. After that went to play my Pump game.

Now comes the interesting part. Being around I-Zone, I met a childhood friend of mine. Really great to see her. Haven't seen her in ages. Also, while playing Pump met a new Pumper by the name of Serene.

She be cute!!! Well, she's in Form 2 now but she's kinda cute! And nice smooth hands too! ^_^ Ah...kawaii girls...

Well, after my Pump session went to class, feeling all jumpy and happy. Serene...Serene...XP

My class had another new classmate by the name of Melissa. That makes 3 Melissa's in the class. The newcomer's not bad looking too. ^_^ Wow...cool girls...

Melissa (the one that's in the same intake as us) claimed that she saw me at Pump. Said I attracted a really large crowd. ^_^ Proves that today IS quite a good day. Woo hoo!!!

After class headed to Pump area. There I saw 3 couples making out! Whoa! Talk about major love disease in the air. But it was really sweet. X)

Wanted to play a game but received a call from me bro who told me I had to go home early. So I didn't play and left after everyone else was done with their game. On the journey back, after sending Bean home, Rampus had this crappy and I mean CRAPPY theory of Yuna from FF10 being a special teh tarik woman. I was so >_< My Yuna!!! No!!! Tainted by the image of carrying two oversized metal tin cups and doing stupid things like tossing brownish sweet liquid from one cup to another... T_T

Well, headed to Atria after dropping Rampus home. Had dinner there and purchased the gift that my bro had wanted. He he. Woo hoo! ^_^

Nothing else after that. This is where me entry ends for today. Ja ne!