Wednesday, August 13, 2003
Many Happenings - Holy Discovery, Celebrity 7 And Frustration Again

"What was it that her sister did that made Evan get close to her? Why did Evan cared so much for her? Was it the things she had done for him? A million questions swirled in her head but not one answer surfaced." - taken from a story written by Eug -

Konichiwa mina san! Life goes on in the timeline of rest and relaxation that we all learn to know as the holidays. Yesterday's entry could not make it on the desired deadline due to the fact that me dad was using the PC. So it has been postponed to today.

Sigh. Anyways, nothing much happened yesterday anyhow. Went out to Sunny's place for our usual session of gaming. Later in the evening went out with my old friends. Also, did prayers for it was the Hungry Ghost month. As I stared at the flames that consumed the offering-papers many thoughts ran through my mind.

"As I stared into the dancing flames I recalled the many years before where I used to stand right here together with a missing person. I stared at the space where she would've been before moving to my father. Was he thinking the same thing? I didn't know but like me too, he seemed to be deep in thought. All of us were silent but within my mind I heard voices of the past speak to me. I felt the emptiness within my heart, an emptiness that pushed me to call angels so I can be within their warm embrace. My heart shed tears, felt the stab of pain, a pain that no one else knew except me and all divine beings including God." - Eug -

Sigh. Life, oh life.

Anyways!

Now, moving onto today. Today, supposed to wake up early to finish me Fine Art painting but instead overslept (as usual), resulting in a rush-rush situation and a screwing from me dad. The screwing had such a huge impact on me. It caused heat to swell within me and anger to surge through my veins, thus turning me into a demon on the road. Probably a couple of drivers were staring at me as I weaved in and out of traffic.

Anyways, managed to hand in my Fine Art assignment along with my other pencil sketches. After that, played a game of Pump. When I was done I was fine once again. Truly, Pump has such an effect. I then had kebab for lunch before playing Drum Mania and Pump (yes. Again.) Also, met some of my other classmates there who were ice-skating. Karasu! You're a good skater man!

He he. Today was a day I became a celebrity for a teensie itty-bitty while. A tourist (guessing by the fact that she was a European woman, I think) asked me whether she could take a pic of me doing my 7 stand! Oh yeah! Did the 7 stand and saw the flash of the camera fill my view. Ah! The coolness of the 7 stand!

After that went to Beano's place and I immediately fell in love with his home. His home had a beautiful altar where statues of Tibetan Buddhist deities were placed. And his home was filled with the heavenly scent of burning incense. It was like love at first sight and smell! Also met his mom who like my Godmother was a Tibetan Buddhist. We talked (with the help of Beano's translations cos my Chinese was as bad as can be) and I told myself that I MUST bring my Godmom to meet her! They are sure to get along.

"A calming effect sweeps me off my feet. I was intoxicated, floating within the recesses of my relaxed mind. My senses were carressed by that scent, that heavenly scent. I think that all angels have that scent, a scent that made you feel...nice..." - Eug (state of mind upon entering Beano's house) -

Anyways, she gave me a rosary bracelet which was not only beautiful by sight, but by scent as well. The bracelet smelled of incense. Oh, the holiness of the smell, the divinity of it. I love the smell as I love my mother, angels and my future special someone.

We (me, Rampus, Ken Woo and Beano) played Guilty Gear X2 and watched some Pump videos. Watching the videos, we saw one where a little kid was playing. We were like "Whoa! That's good! No! It's awesome! Proof that miracles do exist in this world!".

After that gaming session sent me friends home. I then went home, ate my dinner and went out to Atria to search for my desired target. Jedi Knight : Jedi Academy wasn't out yet! No! Argh! The agony of waiting! Frustration yet again.

Anyways, came home and plopped in front of the com to update me bloggie. By the way, my results (I retook it and answered most truthfully this time) for the Kingdom Hearts quiz.






Take the Kingdom Hearts personality quiz, and visit Castle Diqueria.

Well, my entry ends here. Ja ne!


Posted at 12:05 am by Adenol

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February 2, 2004   06:15 AM PST
 
I took 15 different quizzes. I got sora every time. I see an omen.
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February 2, 2004   06:15 AM PST
 
I took 15 different quizzes. I got sora every time. I see an omen.
 

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Who am I? What am I?

A wanderer of truth, wandering this mortal realm in search of answers to questions.

Although I look upon the skies in search for answers to what lies beyond this planet, space and existance, I have now fallen down to a more personal level of ponder.

The question of the self is now a constant image burned into my mind. What is this person whom I call me? What do I really pursue in this existance? What is my true characterisitcs? A quest to find the answers I am on.

That aside...

My full name is one that shall remain a mystery. I'm known to many as Eugene, Eug or Neo. Age is of no concern for what matters is not how old the body is but the mind. My location is somewhere within this mortal realm.

Currently in pursue of art and aiming to improve on execution skills.

Aside from that also in the quest to regain the wonderment of innocence that I once possessed as a child. No easy task and probably impossible but still worth a try.

About me? Many things. To summarize it : playing with thoughts, putting ideas and emotions to paper and words, need for speed, to see a smile on everyone's faces, to spend time with friends, never to leave people alone and to love my family and a special someone with all my heart.

A pleasure to meet those who visit this humble castle of wandering ideas and all things thought and emotions. May you enjoy your visit.


   





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