Sunday, August 17, 2003
Anger, One Of A Jedi's Worst Enemy

"Anger is probably one of the worst parasites a human being is born with. It feeds on emotion and causes a tiny destruction within the crevices of your heart and soul. You get hurt from the inside and if uncontrolled it can also lead to injury from the outside as a result from physical fights. Imagine, an enemy from within." - Eug -

Konichiwa mina san! Today, a cloud hangs over my head. Well, during the afternoon that is.

It all started while I was having brunch. I got screwed by me dad for a small little joke I made which caused no harm at all. Geez, talk about the starter of all problems. We had an argument (started by dad himself) which really wasn't needed at all. Stupid is all I can say.

Sigh. Anyways, left the restaurant as soon as I finished me meal so I didn't need to continue staring at dad's face. Headed towards Pyramid to meet Jimmy. Listened to loud music on the way and screamed part of my lungs out in the process.

The parking at Pyramid was packed way pass the brim which didn't contribute at all to making me feel any better. In the end, had to park at the parking lot just behind campus and make my way to the rendezvous area, the Pump machine!

Met Jimmy and Beano there. They were hanging at Rocco Cafe (or was it Rococco?) eating some fries. I joined them, admiring a girl in the ice skating ring. She was REALLY cute. My jaw was hanging and I was practically going ga ga. Sigh...

"I stared at those cute eyes that looked back at me. The smile sent a warm feeling through my skin, making its way into my soul that searched for an angel. An angel without wings, one who walked among mortals. An angel by appearance, but was she an angel by heart? I didn't know and I couldn't think straight. My mind was blinded by her. As a friend once told me in a language so plain and simple...Eug be a sucker for cute girls." - Eug -

Sigh. Anyways, when we were done eating the fries we headed to play Pump. Ah, the Pump machine, my anger therapy machine. We met two other players there, one of whom was a pro. He was awesome man! Anyways, played some games, learned some styles for Funky Tonight's opening and improved on me 7 stand. When all was done, I was fine was again. Ah...the Pump effect. A mystery, and one that will remain an enigma until the end of my time.

Also, met Gerek there. After the game we left. I dropped Gerek at Sunny's before heading home. At home, I had a talk with someone who would listen to my problems. Thank goodness, for I felt much relief that someone else also understood the madness going on in my mind thanks to me dad.

Went out to dinner, feeling rather uneasy at staring at dad's face. When dinner was over went to send me bro to Atria before coming home. Played Jedi Academy. I love the game! Must try dual sabers (aka Amidala's Anakin's sabers) after I finish me current game! I'm currently using double-blade saber (aka Darth Maul's saber). Just discovered some cool moves and when I say cool I mean cool. I should paint my face red and black and name meself Darth Eug or something. ;P

Well, anyways me entry ends here. Me anger is now settled thanks to Pump. Thanks to Andamiro for creating Pump man! Well, ja ne!

Posted at 12:31 am by Adenol

 

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Who am I? What am I?

A wanderer of truth, wandering this mortal realm in search of answers to questions.

Although I look upon the skies in search for answers to what lies beyond this planet, space and existance, I have now fallen down to a more personal level of ponder.

The question of the self is now a constant image burned into my mind. What is this person whom I call me? What do I really pursue in this existance? What is my true characterisitcs? A quest to find the answers I am on.

That aside...

My full name is one that shall remain a mystery. I'm known to many as Eugene, Eug or Neo. Age is of no concern for what matters is not how old the body is but the mind. My location is somewhere within this mortal realm.

Currently in pursue of art and aiming to improve on execution skills.

Aside from that also in the quest to regain the wonderment of innocence that I once possessed as a child. No easy task and probably impossible but still worth a try.

About me? Many things. To summarize it : playing with thoughts, putting ideas and emotions to paper and words, need for speed, to see a smile on everyone's faces, to spend time with friends, never to leave people alone and to love my family and a special someone with all my heart.

A pleasure to meet those who visit this humble castle of wandering ideas and all things thought and emotions. May you enjoy your visit.


   





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